Understanding The Unspoken Words

Even your silence is matter.

Even your smiling without showing tooth is matter.

And

Even your sight without showing a smile is matter.

Need months to understand your unspoken word.

As long as your physic says something.

It doesn’t matter.

The most thing I fear is you choose to be silent all the time.

What should I do, then?

Matter Words

When we want to express our affection to someone we love, or even want to express our sympathy to strangers, we always forget that word is matter. We make an excuse just because of our ego, we don’t want to feel cheesy in front of people, so we just notice them without saying anything.

That’s good if we have initiative to do something.

But

Again

Remember

Word is matter.

By only saying “you’ve did a hard work. You’re amazing.”

That is really matter, friends.

In some cases, we can’t help them by action. They just need support verbally.

You will never expect that “verbal support” helps them so much.

You will never know that there’s someone who comes out from his or her nightmare after hearing of kind words from you.

Magically Hug

Hug me tightly. 

Don’t hug me when I ask you to. Hug me when I don’t ask for it.

Because that means I extremely need it.

At that time

I feel

Blessed

Loved

Protected

I feel everything is going to be fine.

Does your hug have a magic?

It tricks me.

I don’t even want to move.

JEALOUSY

I know it should not happen in relationship

Oh wow. I am not in relationship.

Only me who consider it is a relation, but you might not be a ship.

What a unique love story.

I am jealous when you are talking to the girl who was ever matter in your life before me.

I shouldn’t be like this.

But I am over insecure.

What if you find something fun with her and leave me alone.

Huh.

I am happy when everyone leaves me alone.

I am not a social person, anyway.

But I am mostly depressed when you leave me alone.

You are the one and only human I can talk to when I totally don’t want to talk to human.

What a unique love story

LETTING GO IS NOT LETTING GO

I used to be silent if there’s something wrong.
I used to consider that everything is ok when everything is totally not ok.
I used to blame myself for all those things happened.
I used to just let it go, time heals everything, I thought.
Then I realize, time doesn’t heal anything.
We need to talk.
We need to discuss.
We need to solve.
We need time to reflect.
Injury without healing just remains the scars.
It also happens to us.
Problem without solving just remains the traumatic.